THE PEEPSHOW

The Nakano Brodwaycher

Mon, 01 Feb 2010 03:04:30 +0900

we released our new podcast. "The Nakano Brodwaycher"< br> listen to this when you have time! but it takes 2 hours, haha.

Paris

Sun, 10 Jan 2010 15:16:39 +0900

i spent the new year's holiday in Paris alone.
it was wanderful. many beautiful buildings,
nice people and bustling new year's eve at Arc de triomphe de l'Etoile.
Paris, this city made me relax very well.
i wish live in this city someday.
photo is Père Lachaise. its graveyard. but its my favorite place.
you should go to there if you travel to Paris.
and think more about history of human.
and a lot of European people were kind to me in Paris. i waana to say "merci" again.
they helped to heal my mind's pain doing.
on the other hand, beautiful European women...they reminded me of my ex.
my midxed feeling still going on now.
but i wanna be keeping the beat so fast anytime.
that's why i'm living in this world.

There is the brightest moment in anybody's life, I know

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 00:51:25 +0900

new year holiday is boring for me every year. I spend almost time sleeping.
but this year isn't. I'll stay in Paris then.
there are a lot of aims for me in this travel.
I'll go to Paris with broken heart and faded dream.
I wanna grow up, get deep thought and delete bad memories. keep strong...
my accent of English is so bad, I know. so maybe I'll annoy for Paris people.
when I said it my friend of French said:
"People, especially in Paris at not always nice...
you know in restaurants or shops. sometime they will show you you annoy them.
but it's the french mentality. everyone is like this here"
hummm, anyway I don't care about it, I wanna understand them in this travel.
I really hope to be able to understand European mentality.
I wanna say, its my policy.
"I don't care. I'll accept you whatever your race and language.
even if you are the alien. I don't hope to lose my curiousness."
and I also hope for it to them.

Where were you in '62?

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 01:21:22 +0900

i went to Hot Rod Custom Show last weekend.
so i met my favorite actress, she is Candy Clark!
do u know this movie "American Graffiti"? I watched this again and again when I was teen. sure even now i do.
after that i found her facebook, and she accepted me.
and then she commented on my photo!

My little demon

Thu, 19 Nov 2009 02:03:10 +0900

he love to sleep on my Macbook anytime...

The world should revolve around me

Sat, 14 Nov 2009 03:27:51 +0900

i love this song and lyrics. they gave me positive mind a little bit.
and Imani is so beautiful lol
i say a little prayer tonight too...

we should think about peace of Asia

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 02:09:50 +0900

i'm very sad today.
because South Korea and North Korea fought on the sea today.
South Korea, please refuse provocation of North Korea. you know their aim, don't you?
North Korea, should not go over the line of NLL. please cool down.
please learn history of humanity. you know battle is silly.
diplomatic power of Japan is not useful now... I think so.　
government of Japan is chicken. damnnn.
anyway, i hope for peace of Asia.

My wonderful daaayyy!

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 01:12:34 +0900

i rode a Hato-bus with my friends today.
it was the my birthday present which my friend gave me!
we went to all around Tokyo :D
thanks so much for wonderful experience to me!

Halloween

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 02:47:40 +0900

this weekend is Halloween.
so today there were a lot of children at azabujyuban who are shining like a angel.
they made me like Mr.Holden of "the catcher in the rye" :D
please don't become adulthood still, I hope to them.
'cos I saw many bitches at Roppongi this midnight...
and the other day，my friend said me: life should be more colorfully.
she is 20 years old yet. after this, her life become more colorfully. i think so.

what's funny about the art and love?

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 02:46:15 +0900

i went to the Sonpo japan museum of art today.
this museum is near my house, i'm lucky. so i go to there sometimes.
Royal Museums of fine arts of Belgium's collections are so great.
i was so impressed by some works of french and belgian artists.
the great arts save me anytime.
the world is filling with the lies. i think so sometimes.
my feeling gets so downhearted sometime.
but in the art and love are no lack. hard to explain...anyway I want to believe for somebody to love.

Hard situation again!

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 04:36:21 +0900

i had video chatting with my ex for the first time in 2 month.
and she said she come to Japan again this December with friend of boy...
she said : i want to meet you if you want too.
OMG! I have a mixed feeling yet! I just paranoid!! so i'll go to medical center!
i really can't understand girl's mind! i want to die!
aaaaargh... this sucks!

Horses

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 04:39:15 +0900

i went to a race track at Fnabashi with my friends today.
thank you,my friends! I enjoyed so much today.
horses are beautiful, its more beautiful if they make a running. it seem like old mythology.

My silly things

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 02:32:40 +0900

i'm keeping mixed feelings yet. grrrrr X(
i can't stand to see my ex this way on online.
i feel that when each time she log on Skype or something.
so i say in my mind "what's the fxxk!"
the other day　i got a new friend on facebook. she is nice girl.
but she remind me of my ex while we chatted...'cos she is French, and she is crazy about Japan.
her French words, sign of talking and young mood. those points remind me.
of course its not her fault. never. i know it's all my fault.
this wicked world in my mind, I hate it.
but that's life... i know.
i have to walk on through this hard times while my mind gets downhearted sometimes.
new friend, thank you for talking to me the other day. you gave me a little happiness.
it was happy surprise.

sorry, i wrote again my silly things today too :P
don't mind about me if you read this. OK? lol

I just tell me

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 02:04:53 +0900

recently, i'm listening to a lot of John Lennon's songs.
he said:
children,don't do what i have done(子供達よ、僕と同じことをしては駄目だよ)
i couldn't walk and i tried to run(僕は歩けもしないのに走ろうとしたんだ)
you can hear this lyrics at this.
to be honest, i think this life is very hard.and i have to take it for granted.
all passed away, so all changed.
but, why don't i go to other place still? why do i stay here still?
first of all, i have to start to walk any time now.

There are no other fish in the sea

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 03:12:46 +0900

do you know Denis Johnson? he is a novelist of America.
now, I'm reading Denis Johnson's anthology of short stories. its Jesus' Son.
so his works get me down. 'cos almost characters of this book are bad people,
but its real people. this world is sick.
today, one twitter friend just said to me: I think There are no other fish in the sea.
you are right. i can't escape from the curse yet.i think it seem eternal.
and it is not really matter what right or not.