Halloween

this weekend is Halloween.
so today there were a lot of children at azabujyuban who are shining like a angel.
they made me like Mr.Holden of "the catcher in the rye" :D
please don't become adulthood still, I hope to them.
'cos I saw many bitches at Roppongi this midnight...
and the other day,my friend said me: life should be more colorfully.
she is 20 years old yet. after this, her life become more colorfully. i think so.

what's funny about the art and love?

i went to the Sonpo japan museum of art today.
this museum is near my house, i'm lucky. so i go to there sometimes.
Royal Museums of fine arts of Belgium's collections are so great.
i was so impressed by some works of french and belgian artists.
the great arts save me anytime.
the world is filling with the lies. i think so sometimes.
my feeling gets so downhearted sometime.
but in the art and love are no lack. hard to explain...anyway I want to believe for somebody to love.

Hard situation again!

i had video chatting with my ex for the first time in 2 month.
and she said she come to Japan again this December with friend of boy...
she said : i want to meet you if you want too.
OMG! I have a mixed feeling yet! I just paranoid!! so i'll go to medical center!
i really can't understand girl's mind! i want to die!
aaaaargh... this sucks!