THE PEEPSHOW

today's topic is bad news for me.
if it makes you feel gloomy when you read this, i want to say i'm sorry.

my gf dumped me last week. so i have to become friend with my ex.
she hope so. I have mixed feelings. maybe, a hard situation still continues....
i was crazy about her.i can't stop sighing.but I have to stop those.
i'm a really foolish man that believed in a young girl's love.
but i don't be afraid to try something new.
maybe i hadn't been able to understand European mind or young generation.
so i lost important part of my heart already. i can't write how sad i am now.
i'll not be able to love anybody for a while. but its OK, no matter.
because still i'll keep learning languages.i learnt the culture of other countries from her.
i'll try to overcome even if its very hard. i keep learning.

PS.
I'd like to ask you to correct my diary if you notice grammatical mistakes in my diary.m(__)m

Lou Reedの"A Walk On The Wild Side"を聴くと無性に心が疼く。
できることなら今すぐにでもチケットを取り、明日朝一の便で出発したい。
例えるならそんな感じ。
"She says, hey babe, take a walk on the wild side
said, hey honey, take a walk on the wild side"
彼の卑猥でセンチメンタルな歌詞と気怠い歌声は、決して僕をハッピーにはしないけど、
こういう曲をいつも必要としているのが確信できる。
i'm riddled with angst, but i have to live. so i need that like this.

i know its sudden, but i became vegetarian only Monday.
'cos i'm sympathetic to this project. its a Meat Free Monday.
i might change the world,even if its only a little bit. i try to do.

twitcam is very simple and accessible twitter client
I like it. sorry, my bad face LOL
http://twitcam.com/

im deeply regretting that i cut my long hair....
its all my fault. almost people said: what happened?
so id to say anytime: nothing much.....

it seems to the war. or huge creatures? MDR
how do you think?

sometimes i listen to this song.
it arouses a little bit sad feelings to me anytime. but i love this song.
"i know this world is killing you"

i have mixed feelings on this situation of summer.
due to circumstances, i cant meet my gf almost. i understand this situation.but im sad anytime.
im not one of those who can easily hide my mind. i blurt out in my mind:what the fuck! nooooo way!!
i was egoist today.desole. i know im not perfect but it's the best I can do.
but i was almost happy today.i hope that tomorrow is good more than today. its depending on your command.
thanks my friends.merci!